I'M REALLY SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN AT ANY PARTIES LATELY, GUYS. STUFF HAS BEEN COMING UP. I'VE BEEN FEELING REALLY HOMESICK FOR BA SING SE AND JUST HAVEN'T FELT LIKE COMING OUT OF MY ROOM. I GOT A LETTER FROM HOME WITH SOME BAD NEWS, WHICH DIDN'T HELP. APPARENTLY MY OLD SCHOOL BURNED DOWN. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT HAPPENED, BUT THEY SUSPECT ARSON.
SINCE IT'S GONE, I'M NOW STUCK AT WANGFIRE, THANKS TO THE EARTH KINGDOM'S EDUCATION SYSTEM. BECAUSE I'M ENROLLED HERE, THE GOVERNMENT HASN'T REASSIGNED ME TO ANOTHER LOWER RING SCHOOL, SO I CAN'T GO BACK. I KNOW, IT'S FUCKED UP, BUT OUR BEREAUCRACY HAS BEEN A LITTLE BIT SCREWED SINCE THE WAR ENDED. SOMETHING ABOUT THE KING NOT RETURNING AND THE HUGE FIGHT FOR POWER THAT FOLLOWED. I DUNNO, BUT I KIND OF REALLY HATE THE KING RIGHT NOW, WHEREVER HE IS, TRAITOROUS AS THAT MAY SOUND. HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO HIS OWN KINGDOM? OH, WHATEVER.
SO NOW THE EARTH KINGDOM THINKS I'M A CITIZEN OF THE FIRE NATION AND THE FIRE NATION THINKS I'M EARTH KINGDOM. SO I'M BASICALLY INVISIBLE TO BOTH SIDES. AND IT'S KIND OF MESSING ME UP A LITTLE, SINCE THANKS TO THAT I'M NOT SURE IF I'LL BE ABLE TO RETURN HOME...AT LEAST, NOT LEGALLY. PLUS I'M NOT SURE IF MY FAMILY IS ALL THAT UPSET, CONSIDERING THEY'VE GOT ANOTHER BABY ON THE WAY AND I'M ONE LESS MOUTH TO FEED. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS HORRIBLE BUT THAT'S LIFE IN THE LOWER RING. I JUST...I JUST FEEL REALLY ALONE.
GOD, I SOUND SO DEPRESSED. I'M SORRY. I PROMISE I'LL TRY TO COME OUT SOONER OR LATER, WHEN MY HEAD CLEARS A LITTLE. AND PLEASE DON'T THINK I'M UPSET THAT I'M HERE; I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS, REALLY. I JUST MISS MY HOME, THAT'S ALL. :')
/JIN
'SUP GUYS. JUST LETTING YOU KNOW; UNI HAS RESTARTED FOR ME, AND SINCE I'M IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT TIME ZONE TO US CITIZENS, THAT'S GOING TO HAVE A DIRECT EFFECT ON JIN'S ACTIVENESS. SEE, WHAT'S EVENING/NIGHT FOR YOU GUYS (AKA WHEN MOST, IF NOT ALL THE PARTIES ARE ON) IS THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY FOR ME, AKA RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF UNI. I'LL TRY MY HARDEST TO BE ACTIVE, BUT I CAN'T MAKE ANY PROMISES. IF IT GETS REALLY BAD, I'LL RELINQUISH JIN FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO PLAY.
AND I KNOW THIS SECTION OF THE POST IS MORE OOC-COMM WORTHY MATERIAL BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO SPAM ALL YOUR FLISTS. SEE HOW MUCH ILU GUYS? <3
ALSO I SWEAR THIS POST WAS LESS 'ZOMG DRAMA' WHEN I FIRST STARTING WRITING IT.